Oh my my my my my my my... This hasn't been updated in ever so long. It's probably going to be, like, a once monthly deal. Whatever, no one reADs this anyway. I didn't try out for the musical because my grades aren't where they need to be and I'll be damned if I had a musical experience like last year. P'shaw to that. Kerina was on a roll today. "Bitch ass cunt" she just says out of the blue and I just about fell over. And WILLIAM SHATNER shall hereby become a swear word. I don't feel very good. I need to eat more often, I'm skin and bones. I don't know what more to say...

Peace homes.


*jackie in corner* "yeah this is my home how about that... now get out of my face, cra

OMG, it's tomorrow and it's gonna ROCK!

who else is going?

So yeah, I didn't get a part in the play. No biggie at all. The first sign I knew that I wasn't getting in was the way call backs were set up. He, being the director, Kevin Young, auditioned the first few people, told them how he would like it done. Then the next guy would come up and he'd tell them to do it differently. He'd continue this until he found the way he wanted it halfway through the guys, and the last half, having the advantage, would show him what he wanted to see. Leaving me at the disadvantage, being second to go. Whatever. Besides, I wouldn't have worked well with the director, much less, the cast. And I have a ton of homework with the classes I'm taking and I wanna work on float and spirit hall more often this year.

And yeah. Going to the football game tonight. GO 23! 28!

I thought that I knew
All that there was to
Lonely, lonely
Lonely, lonely
Lonely Eyes
Lonely Face
Lonely, lonely in your place
I still love you
I still love you
Lonely
Lonely

I haven't been sleeping for the past few days. I've had way to much stress and drama on my mind. I thought I would be fine last night, but things tend to pop up, hold you back, stare you down, and crush you. IT'S KILLING ME. It's like I'm in a tumultuous sea and I can't be grounded physically or mentally. It's all too confusing. Maybe I'm going insane...

Went to the mall the other day, picked up 2 pairs of Pumas on sale. And my outfit for the first day of school... FINALLY. You'll just have to wait and see... it's shmecksay, as Steff would say.

My boss wants me to work friday all day, and he is clearly a few cards short of 52. He doesn't realize that this is the first week of school!!!

AND I'M SO EXCITED FOR SCHOOL LIKE YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!

Dodgamn Snakes on the Dodgamn Plane...

So yeah, I've been bored for the longest time with work and summer projects and it just is like... boring I guess. I wanna do stuff with friends, but I never have time anymore.

And SOMEONE KEEPS CALLING ME AT WORK (not abi, that was a one time thing) AND IS TRYING TO GET ME FIRED.

SO STOP.

That is all.

Yeah, went to the Buick open and like, met Camilo Villegas, the coolest golfer of all time. And Geoff Ogilvy. Omg...

And it took everything within me to not say when they walked past me... "I WANT TO BE ON YOU!"

AND I'M GOING AGAIN TOMORROW FOR THE FINAL ROUND

I have a friend, he is made mostly of pain. He wakes up, drives to work, and then straight back home again. He once cut one of my nightmares out of paper. I thought it was beautiful, I put it on a record cover. And I tried to tell him he had a sense of color and composition so magnificent. And he said "Thank you, please but your flattery is truly not becoming me. Your eyes are poor. You are blind. You see, no beauty could have come from me. I am a waste of breath, of space, of time."

I want you now
Like I want you then
Falling in love with you
There is no end
When you're not here
I like to pretend
Cos I really want you
Really want you

It's love
I'm sure
I can't
ignore
Something
so pure
You,
I adore

Let me think of a metaphor...
Love is like... Candy
Your love is like candy
No wait! That's a simile!

Oh, and by the way...

Hugs to Ty

I've come to believe... that I'm addicted to ellipsis points... and I'm... not... stopping any... time... soon... seriously...

It's one of those weeks where you want someone to like, be with, but you probably won't get someone due to you can't get anyone and you remain the fifth wheel. It's being alone that makes you wonder what its like to be with someone.

Abi's party is tommorrow is at Checosa in Mt. Clemens... see... fifth wheel. But that won't bother me, I'm gonna have fun and Abi, I hope, will like her gift.

And I got my license. SUCKA SUCKA M-C.

... for the road

LOVE

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